Open Question: 17 and stuck………………?
im going to sound pretty snobbish and ungrateful to a lot of people but i go to a private boarding school and am in the first yr of my a levels: latin, art, history and english (+crit thinking)
i find them all quite boring especially since i've become a bit depressed through some anxiety issues. i just dont kno what i want to do with my life at all. im expected to get a and a*s and go to a good uni, but i don't want to just for the sake of it. there are so many careers which i love the idea of; acting, singing, modelling, especially dancing, but i wouldnt know where to start. i know most people go through this phase but i really want to do something fun and exciting with my life. i am however a bit wimpy and shy and so just don't know what to do. im bored of my lessons, i do balet, slightly aimlessly, play the piano and clarinet (to grade 8 standard) but that's nothing compared to other "prodigees" in my school who are also workaholics , and i also play polo which is the most exciting thing i do and i love but is just a hobbie. im never good enough at anything, all the while being quite good, it's just at my school, there are always people better. I WANT TO DO SOMETHING INTERESTING AND WORTHY IN MY LIFE!
help? :)