Open Question: Depression and Anxiety – worried whenever im going out with friends or a girl who may like me?

im 21 male. i suffer from depression and anxiety, my anxiety is quiet heavy i dont have a good social life at all im mainly stuck indoors, i have friends but i wouldn't consider them to be close like going out with them everytime etc. however when im invited out with a bunch of friends or with a girl and just only a girl, why do i always feel nervous to go out. like i see people who go out and see it as nothing and just a normal outing, for me its something special and nervous. i dont know why i feel like this, possibly could it be cos i dont have a very big social life? please give me some possibilities as to why i might feel like this before going out, also this will be on mind since this is arranged. sometimes i will be unsure and never give a straight answer if im free that night that i can go out that night. for example if its clubbing i hate clubbing, i hate seeing people happy etc. i dont know why im like this

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