Open Question: Should I kill myself?

by John Kernstein on September 30, 2009

I'm going to be 25 in a few weeks. I've never been on a date with a woman nor had sex. I'm quiet and from what I've read I think I might have social anxiety disorder. I refuse to ask women out, to flirt with women, or to approach women. Mostly because I don't know how and have no real desire to learn. I believe a woman should come to me, and that the kind of woman I'm usually attracted to is more likely to approach men than most women. Most people would break down and get a prostitute. I won't. I also refuse to seek counseling or to alter my views on this matter. My friend told me that if I really believe what I said and want to get married and have kids, that I "might as well kill myself". I never really gave serious thought to the idea of suicide before, I've always thought it rather beneath me. At the same time, I categorically refuse to make any effort towards getting a woman.

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