Open Question: Whats going on with me?

Iv been feeling really brain dead, clumsy, and forgetfull. My memory has been really bad to. Sometimes when i think about something I cant tell if it was real or it didnt actually happend. I have a really hard time falling asleep and some nights I dont even think I get any. I also used to be really depressed and suicidal. Im not sad all the time so I guess im doing better now. All I want now is to feel how I used to feel before all that depression and shit? Iv checked online and i think i may have Insomnia. Even schizorphrenia but could it also be from that lack of sleep? I live in a group home for troubled teens and I really dont know what to do.

Tagged as: Brain, Depression, Group Home, Hard Time, Home For Troubled Teens, Insomnia, Lack Of Sleep, Memory, Open Question, sleep, sleep disorders